BAM!

We talked on the phone for about 45 minutes the other night and have emailed every day this week. We made plans to get together last night-just met up at the local book store for a cup of joe and conversation.
We arrived in the parking lot at the exact same time and parked next to each other. When I got out of my car he greeted me with a great hug and light kiss.
We went inside, browsed around for a bit, then grabbed our drinks and went outside to sit on the patio. Conversation flowed very easily--as it always does between the two us. He looked amazing wearing a blue shirt that accented his eyes in the most becoming way :).
When it was time to go, we headed out to the parking lot to say our goodbyes. A few more light kisses followed, nothing major--but all I would allow.
I wonder if he knows the level of restraint it took on my part to not go any further?
I am definitely attracted to him--maybe more so now than ever before, but I just want to be sure I am doing what I truly want to do, and not just getting caught up in the moment. This is a big deal for me, and I need to think things through.
I am really afraid that if things go too far, I am going to become emotionally attached to him and considering the current situation, that would be very bad. Need to be sure detachment is firmly in place before proceeding!
But, damn!!! I want him.
Bad.
More to follow...