Yuck!

It took me a long time to get over you.
Much longer than it should have.
I spent the weeks and months following our seperation in constant state of depression. Crying all the time, not able to eat, sleep, or even function. Once I passed that stage, and my body started to move on, my heart still lagged behind. I am not sure exactly when it happened, but one day when I saw you, instead of having my heart tugged all around, I felt nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
So, why is it now, after talking to you for less than a week, you have such a strong pull on me again?
I hate that you can do this to me.
I hate myself for letting you even more.